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A Thousand, Thousand

April 19, 2015

“…and by a sleep to say we end The heartache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, ‘tis a consummation Devoutly to be wished.”

– William Shakespeare, “Hamlet”

Ethics and the Law

The law can be a challenging career, demanding commitment, sacrifice, and fortitude. What may be even more difficult to live with are the compromises the world will impose on us, in the course of our careers.

As lawyers, we are required to adhere to ethical tenets; as Christians, to moral standards even higher. There is no question about that. But if we seek diligently to practice within those boundaries, we will encounter opposition.

Conflict

We will be forced to fight for resources, yet against what to others seem profitable – if questionable – courses of action.

We will argue over budgets with non-lawyers who do not see the value of our work. We will confront internal politics that have nothing to do with protecting the clients, and everything to do with protecting private fiefdoms. We will work exhausting hours to offset staff reductions. We will risk our jobs, in the often fruitless attempt to convince management to change bad policies.

And this simply to do our jobs right.

Natural Shocks

The struggle is not, of course, confined to the legal profession. Men and women of integrity face it in the workplace, everyday. Defeats are among the “thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to,” as Shakespeare put it.

Discouragement

At one point, when I was feeling particularly discouraged, I had to take a business trip out of state. I dragged myself to the airport, waited interminably at the gate, then endured an uncomfortable flight to attend a meaningless meeting, which only deepened my discontent.

Afterwards, I called for a cab to take me back to the airport. The cabdriver turned out to be a Jamaican man with a heavy accent, but a friendly demeanor. Though I was not in the mood for conversation, we somehow wound up talking about religion.

Out of the blue, the cabbie made a startling statement. “Ours is not a God of second chances,” he said. That brought me up short. “No,” he continued. “Ours is a God of a thousand, thousand chances!”

A Thousand, Thousand

And he was right. Ours is a God of a thousand, thousand chances. A God who gave His life that we might be saved. Despite our failures, and character flaws; despite the bad choices made and the bad company kept; despite the wrong turns taken, and the opportunities squandered; despite the battles lost, and the circumstances beyond our control.

That is what I was meant to hear. That was the real reason for the trip. That now forgotten business meeting was merely the backdrop for a much more important exchange.

The statement reminded me that my life still had meaning and purpose; was not defined by the terms of my employer, but by the terms of my God. An infinite God with whom all things are possible…even second chances.

Look Up

When you are backed into a corner, look up. When you are beset on all sides, look up. When you are caught in a trap, look up. Whether you are overwhelmed by the obstacles in your way or the weight of your own mistakes, look up.

Ours is a God of a thousand, thousand chances.  He owns the cattle on a thousand hills, and the earth on which they stand (Ps. 50: 10). With Him, a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day (2 Peter 3: 8).

We are never alone, and never forsaken [1].  We have His word on it (Deut. 31: 6).

In fact, we have the Word, Himself (John 3: 16).


[1] This does not mean that every one of our battles – whether with bureaucracy, management, unscrupulous business competitors, legal adversaries, or sin, itself – will be won or won without effort. God’s strategy may well involve growing our faith, a process that can be extremely painful. But trials afford us opportunities to trust in God. As we exercise it, our faith is strengthened, just as a muscle would be strengthened by use. “…[W]e also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character; and character, hope” (Rom. 5: 3-4).

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4 Comments
  1. and I thank God for that…

  2. Q's Corner permalink

    This ties in very well with my last 5 years of painful experiences, I didn’t thinkg that I would come out victorious, but our God is indeed also a God of a thousand thousand chances! Yes, He is!

    Anna, it is so awesome how God arranged this far away meeting with a stranger, just to give you a fresh new spring of hope for your depleted spirit! That reminds me of Hagar and her son Ishmael, when they had been disinherited and sent away. Out in the desert place, God met them, gave them assurance and fresh water to drink. A bleak journey much like your own, but it ended with much needed encouragement, that God wasn’t through with you or them.

    Yes, we all have a purpose, we are valuable, we are going somewhere that will be totally awesome!

    I am so glad to have read this today, it is enlightening.

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